What is more painful than a break-up, more exhausting than a marathon, more soul crushing than a calamity, a LOSS. Losing is just unacceptable. No matter how hard you tried, how well you played, how close the margin of victory was, the team which lost is never remembered. Its the champions who rule every heart. And unfortunately I have not ruled any heart lately. It has been disappointing, sickening and mentally draining. Its more frustrating than its sad because there's no limit to the effort being put in, no boundaries to the commitment being shown, its just that last hurdle which has become the tallest barrier. Confidence is at its lowest and it should be. Only something drastic can help now. But even drastic seems like a distant dream in the current scenario. Hopeless state of affairs, hopeless luck, hopeless me. :(
